6 months today wow. Seems pretty amazing and not a day I go without thinking about you Eva, your always in my heart. Everyone has been saying over the last few months ‘god bless’, ‘she is some where better’ and most of all ‘go to church, God will help’ and I’m sorry but all I can say is balls to God what a load of shit. Sorry but if he so amazing he could save a life not take one, a child infact a new born baby. What have they ever done. She was an angle truly amazing I never got to to touch her but seeing her in hospital hooked up to all those machines is a sight no one should see. Her life could and would of been amazing.
Good Night Eva. Miss you beautiful.
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Well this week has been slightly more exciting then usual; antisocial behaviour, sex, drink. Jesus is this what my life have became oh well its been bloody amazing.
So Monday cheeky lay in before my exam who the fuck enjoys maths really was horrible. Tuesday got but in for a national athletics competion was buzzing. Wednesday saw the girl friend had a good time then to the fair with the best friends. Thursday brought a day of revision for the 2exams the following day. Friday well her we go; maths and graphics exams wooo was shit. Jacks birthday got on it at the fair after 3buds and a bottle of Glens down it didn’t want to stay down the next morning. Saturday was H.A.N.G.I.N.G more than before and then off home. Today forgot about my national competion and went to a shitty county one, fell out with the best friend and got grounded so right now I’m not happy. Oh well;
Love,Live,Life.
You went of with my best mate, that didnt work out he used you for the fool you were. Then you come running back expecting for it to be okay, yeah it was at first but that thought of being with him made my skin crawl. We later got together amd life seemed fucking perfect together forever you said and then like that you told me you were going in 80 days to Austrailia.
Now with only 71 days to go;I would like to say im glad were over, happy where not together but if that was true I would be talking utter shit. You were the best thing to happen to me in a bloddy long time, made my day a little text here and there being my first thought on my mind and last at night.
But you bitch broke my heart; Trust we said was the basis of our relationship and that was not given. You told me it was nothing a cheeky little text just a bit og banter. But when the next day in Science I get told it goes deeper that trust was lost. I was Majorly Pissed.
Good Luck with the rest of your life, enjoy it.
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